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Worse than the Facebook movie

Sat, 15 Aug 2009 18:27:00 GMT

In response to the movie Legion coming out in 2010.. I'm guessing some guy who seemed to be an atheist commented back to me on YouTube. He apparently thinks the movie is stupid too, which gives me some faith in mankind but I thought I'd share the letter I sent him. I guess I've outed myself as a believer in Christ. I know what you must be thinking: "Sam, how can you be a lesbian and be a believer in Christ?" Well, the short of it is explained in the following e-mail. I really don't like discussing my personal beliefs, especially considering that I am a mean person who likes picking on other mean people online. It's childish and insane.. but it helps me keep my sanity. I just don't think I'm the best spokesperson for God.. or anyone really which is why I keep my personal beliefs to myself. Life is a journey, we must all come to our own conclusions otherwise we are just following someone else's lead. I'm all for educating people and clearing up any misconceptions I can and even offering my view, but I refuse to tell people what to think. My blog is my personal opinion and views of the world as I experience it. That being said.. people make me sad.

The e-mail as follows:

I think it's a movie made by people who clearly hate God. It's nice to see some.. I'm guessing atheist or agnostic person, who also sees how retarded this movie is.

The problem me and my friend have is that the villain is not only God but in this fictional version of reality they've chosen the God of the old testament since the girl is supposed to be I guess giving birth to the messiah. It's just that if that's the God you are using then.. according to your own fictional story.. he created the Earth and the rest of the universe. So why doesn't he just flood the Earth again, use fire and sweep the planet clean or make the sun go supernova or just blink it out of existence. This is the point a lot of people don't seem to be getting. I mean, when you make the villain GOD.. I'm gonna find a really hard time believing he's gonna take such a rudimentary route and fight humans on their level. And even so.. he's sending his entire "legion" of angels AND demons against these five people.. one of them being pregnant.. we're supposed to believe that they're gonna overcome these odds anyway?

If you could only see some of the ridiculous comments left by people. I mean some Catholic dude argued in favor of the movie citing it as fiction (of course) and some military tech dude (who likes to make it known that he's black) just flamed me out of the blue for making a humorous post on the imdb about it. I mean.. I can understand people's hate towards religion. I consider myself Christian but am appalled at the people who do terrible unChristian like things and blast people in the media and call themselves "Christian". Jesus says not to judge and if he died for ALL sins.. doesn't that count homosexuality even if it's considered a sin? Because pretty much everything we do is a sin.

I've seen so many comments about people who clearly hate Christians who have no concept of the actual beliefs and a lot of the hatred and it's just a lot of: "Yeah!! God's the villain like he truly is!! Fuck God!!" and a lot of people are hoping Satan saves humanity. I don't even think Satan's in it, which would also seem kinda dumb that he would miss out on the opportunity.

Oh yeah, that black military tech guy also told me, "it's called suspension of disbelief, jackass." Which was completely mean and uncalled for.. not that I really give a fuck.. but I can suspend disbelief.. what I can't suspensd is logic. Some other moron assumes I was "religious" just because I pointed out the movie's flawed logic.. and of course if you follow any religion you are obviously a moron. I don't even wanna go there. A guy who can't spell to save his life. Typical on the imdb and the internet in gereneral these days for people who are spewing hatred at people and calling them judgemental, often proclaiming how intelligent they are no matter how bad their spelling is. I'm not even going off on grammar because it's the internet and people speak like they talk but this one dude on a completely different board (who also goes by the same screenname on here) actually boasted that he was literate and clearly he wasn't.

It's not the amount of atheists and Christians that support this movie that bothers me.. it's how fucking collectively stupid they all are.. which does give the fact that God hates humans in the movie some credence.. ironically.

Sorry for the rant man but I think I liked this movie better when it was called "Tremors". It made a lot more sense.

-Samantha X.. out

WHY GOD?

Fri, 14 Aug 2009 08:32:40 GMT

Did you know that your Xanga blog now syncs up with Facebook? I hit submit it's all "connecting to Facebook".. I don't have a fucking Facebook account.
What!! They just assume everyone is doing Facebook now?
Jerks..

OH.. and they're making a fucking FACEBOOK MOVIE(?)!!

WHY GOD?

WHY?

Aaron Sorkin?

What he finally caught onto the fad and now he thinks it must become a film?

FUCK THAT GUY (Metaphorically only please. Don't do him any favors.)!!..

Time for more blog you no read..

Fri, 14 Aug 2009 08:22:33 GMT

So.. I'm no blogging whore and maybe one day I'll regret saying anything of a personal nature.. but at least it's out of my head. I don't write to or for the masses.. I write because of the TV narrator voice in my head. The voice that has been narrating my life since I first learned of such thing watching Battle of the Planets and promos for Different Strokes. Yes, especially when the main characters (ie: Keith) would talk inside of their heads on said cartoon. This is how I view life. I wonder sometimes if other people do so as well. But here's the fucked up part.. before we could recycle any cartoon or John Williams theme in our head, as we dramatized our routine lives.. what did they do back in the day.. the WAAAAAAAAYYYYYY back in the day. The day the History Channel guy talks about. People didn't rock out to their iPods or Walkmen or 8 track tapes. They had.. minstrels.. maybe.. if they were lucky.

Then again.. I always struggle with the concept that we've somehow trapped ourselves into some kind of corporate lifestyle and instead of living life.. we create things like movies and envy the kinds of lives other people must've lived. We're a completely artificial, commercial generation. Seriously though.. can you imagine living in a world BEFORE Star Wars or finger nail clippers?

Samantha

X

-out

My unrequited cyber-love

Sun, 29 Mar 2009 07:15:28 GMT

http://girl-smileyy.xanga.com/profile/

Not to be all creepy.. and just look at the mutherfuckers subcribing and reading this chick's blog. This person's view on attractive people was the subject of a previous blog. As you can see howmever.. she's fucking gorgeous.. or whatever chick's pictures she steals or friend poses for her.. j/k, Xcept about the gorgeous part.

She's actually pretty cool. We've had limited cyber contact. That's one of things I really fucking hate about the internet. You.. by sheer fucking happenstance.. come across people that in ways you may not even realize it at the time, impact your life in some seemingly miniscule way at the moment. Then you get to know them a little bit.. find out they're kinda cute.. and then you're just frustrated as hell.

It's not that I have a problem attracting cute girls or doing seX-type stuff with them.. but I'd really love to meet someone that I can have a sexual relationship AND an actual relationship. Someone that I actually enjoy spending time with outside of the seX-type stuff.

The interweb only adds to my frustration.

Kobi Ashi Maru

Sun, 29 Mar 2009 07:01:28 GMT

Well kids.. a while back I posted a blog on the "No Win" Scenario. How did I fare? Well, I suppose that's all objective now isn't it? To say that the relationship worked out may be considered a win. To say that you successfully removed a cancerous tumor from your life could also be considered a win as well. Sadly, we'll have to go with the latter statement if we are to consider it a win.

My life in general seems to be only full of chaos and heartbreak.

There's nothing I can write that will not be cliche or something that you haven't heard before or that someone will not try to psycho-analyze and tell me where I might have gone wrong. Life is full of misfires and disappointments. It never gets easier.. it never stops hurting any less.. you just get used to the pain.

I AM The "Sinister" Mr.X

Thu, 26 Jun 2008 07:58:47 GMT

I'm not sure why I write these blogs. I'm no personality whore/slut by any means and certainly no one is reading these.. makes me wonder though.. the people that blather on about their daily routine.. and I do mean ROUTINE.. what makes them of special interest? Popular with tons of friends before hand? What.. dunno.. fucked up. Maybe it's a stream of consciousness. I am an internet terrorist. I am a wallflower. I am charismatic. I lack personality. I am shy. I am rude and conceited. I stand out in the crowd by not standing in it. I bleed sweat. I sweat tears. I cry blood.

But I do know "someone" is watching. Always.. stealing my words.. my personality.. my SCREENNAME!!

There is only one The "Sinister" Mr.X. I've seen your MySpace page and your punk rock forum. Likely you know me from SciFi.com or the IMDB. The "Sinister" Mr.X doesn't have children. Doesn't listen to punk rock or use pictures of Jason Alexander on their profile. The "Sinister" Mr.X is an awesome you don't understand and can never be.

I am ridiculed. I am reveered. I am spat upon. I am imitated. I am analyzed. I am an enigma. To know me is to hate me. To know me is to get burned.

Don't cross me.. and if you do.. you better not cross my path. You are a callous dipshit snagging onto a greatness you know nothing of. Your stolen name has no meaning.

I.. AM.. The "Sinister" Mr.X.

X=?

Sat, 15 Mar 2008 00:03:36 GMT

"How do I feel? There's a man out there right now who I haven't seen in 15 years who wants to kill me and you show me a son who'd be happy to help him.. how do I feel?" That may not be the exact quote, but that was Captain Kirk's response to a question of state of mind in Star Trek II the Wrath of Khan when they were seemingly trapped and abandoned in an isolated cavern inside an asteroid.

Those aren't my Xact problems.. but that's how I feel. Not trapped between a rock and hard place.. but trapped inside a rock, which is a hard place, with a vindictive madman who blames me for the death of his wife and abandoning him and a son who will glady help off me and no way out.

I like to tell myself I don't believe in the "no-win scenario".. but I suppose I've never really faced it.. not like this.. but I'm gonna try.

ThanX, Captain Kirk.

-Sam

my space

Wed, 06 Jun 2007 05:36:30 GMT

That's right mutherfuckers.. tired of pussy-footin' around on Xanga. Xanga mutherfucker's aren't appreciatin'.. they're not even hatin'.. time to spread my vitroil elsewheres..

http://www.myspace.com/samanthicatotalous

-X

Transformers

Sat, 12 May 2007 16:01:00 GMT

New Transfomers pics here.

Well, Jazz kinda looks like Jazz and Ironhide does look kinda cool. I like the new face for Megsy but I'm still not too thrilled with the bodies they gave him and Starscream. They look good enough to get me to go and at least give it a chance. Remember kids.. set your Xpectations low.. either you won't be disappointed or it'll be better than you thought

My New FAVORITE FUCKING BAND!!

Thu, 03 May 2007 08:38:28 GMT

Ladytron.